i thought ...

i already give the best damn thing for u , fyi

then u nak i buat mcm mana lagi ?

being fake so puas sikit hati u ?

why can't u accept ze real me ?

tolong lah tu dah kira untung whatever i do ,

u tahu , daripada i ?

apa i dapat dari u pulak ?

love , care ? pfft yeah right .

i always said in my heart that u will accept me one day .

accept ME one day

so , apa lagi yg u nak so u dapat puas hati ?

cerita skrg u nak cakap i'm not thankful ?

i wish my old blog was here .

so ada prove banyak sikit for u .

how much i love u .

how long i wait for u .

mesti u tak pernah pikir kn benda tu .

yelahh , u all the time pikir about all ze guys dlm blog i .

i tahu u jealous tapi niat i bukan mcm tu .

apa salah sharing ?

oh yeah , maybe u pikir i budget kot .

yelahh , apple kruger and stuff semua kan hot guys .

up to you lahh kayy .

hak u nak cakap apa apa mcm tu .

ze thing is i tak tahu lahh ..

why do you think that i don't love u ?

sebab i flirty dgn lelaki ? LOLWHUUT ?

dorang kawan lahh u -___-

u cerita pasal ex u i tak jealous punnn -,-

LOL kayy what ever .

so now , kita bukan kawan ,

and kita strangers now .

no more me in u .

but there's still u in me :(

in here , in my heart .

whaever it is . just take care . and bye .

asdfhgjimisshimqwbnfhds

youuu ! i miss you :( boyfriend skype i . muehehehe okay joking je :p confirm kayy bulan september ni kita lepak :3 u amek i kat bilik :p minta izin kat parents i nak bawak i jalan jalan . hahaha kayy joking je :p eii tak sabar kayzz nak lepak . hahahah dah kenal berapa bulan punn tak jumpa jumpa lagi :/ apalahh kita ni kann :D

okay kjp tadi tu i happy dapat webcam dgn u balik xD cause u dah busy skrg niii :( kerja kann ? sebab nak belanja i makan lettuw , susah susah je you ni :D hahahaha , kayy main main je hahaha , so youu , oh myy , suka tengok youu tadi . masa webcam u buat hal kjp kann ? i dah mcm org gila tau sebab excited hahaha :p

*kayy gedik nyeww leww* hahahaha handsome betul you tadi . hahaha , rambut pun makin handsome i tengok :> hahaha , kayy kelakar :p eii sumpah i suka kayy dapat tengok u balik . i ingat u dah lupa i :( kannn ? sebab haritu you mcm marah kat i kejap :( kayy sedih nyeeee . hahahaha , tapi u dah ingat i balik dahh :D

tadi masa i keluar bilik u nampak ehh ! eiii kurang pahala puasa tengok i !! hahaha , i gemuk ke kurus ? u ckp apa ? kurus sikit ? kaayyyzz , pun boleh ahh . takpe , baru hari ke6 . ada 24 hari lagi . tunggu jelah :p hahaha , tak lama lagi je ni . nanti kurus lah tuu . and u orang first yang akan tahu kayy ? if i terfikir u dulu ahh :p

haha kayy anyway , i really miss you boo :( haihhh , tadi pun tak dapat nak webcam lama lama . sedih nyeww . hahaha , kayy ? lovechuusayangboo :3 k ni post fo today guys . it's my sayangboo AK :D hahaha , best dapat tengok senyum dia tadi . hilang rindu :p kayy bye , Assalamualaikum .

Pahmy :(

this is sooooooo true . i don't even know if he miss me back :( i'm like every 5 second thinks about him :( pandang anything pun , always remind me of him :( kayy sad :| semalam i minta maaf cause yalahh its Ramadhan kan ? better minta maaf at everybody yang kita pernah buat salah dulu . then he replied 'k' kayy fine , as you wish . i tknk sedih sedih lah kan . 

maybe dia penat kot one whole day enn . pastu malam pergi terawih semua . it's okay , i don't know lah . i miss him . i love him the most of course but he just like , didn't feel the same way like i do . Ya Allah kelakar je i nie . dia paling baik kan ? of course sayang . but now , i think , it's time to move on kot -.- but i can't ! mcm mana tu ?

i want a guy just like him . care a little bit bout me , flirty , funny and yeah yeah yeah . kalau boleh nama pun nak fahmi jugak :( haha okay melampau betul bahagian tu . i dah tak boleh nak text dia selalu :( dia busy with his college and family and girlfriend and his life .

so i tak boleh sukaa hati je nak join life orang lain kann ? soo takpe . even though dia mcm nk tknk je reply semalam , kita dah tak boleh buat apa dah . yg penting i senyum jugak dpt tahu dia reply . even the content .. okay stop it ! small thing jgn besar kan . ennn ? kayy that's all . byee Assalamualaikum :) 

i woof youu

oh my god , i miss him so much lahh sial . suddenly i dream about him . like what the fuq pulak tiba tiba ni kan ? Ya Allah serious rindu nya kat dia :/ untung nya awek dia sebab dapat dia kan kan ? hishh , entah kenapa entah lately ni i banyak rindu my ex's .

banyak pulak teringat masa masa dating dulu kann ? Subhanallah , lagi lagi kat Ez*** , Ay** and Fahmi . tapikannn , fahmi ah orang yang paling i rindu sangat . dia dengan i pun dah jarang dah text . yeahh , dia ada class semua kann ? that's why lahh .

cuba bayangkan , if let say i pergi mana mana sekali ada dorang semua ni :O ommie , apa i buat kan time tuu ? haha , plus dorang semua mesti like #EHTUEYNAKAN? omygodddd . mesti malu gilalala . hahaha okay actually i tak tahu nak cerita apa . yang penting i rindu dorang . lalalala , kbye Assalamualaikum .

miow miow

new header . yeahh baby :> hahaha eh jap , #SUKAHATI i lah nak letak header apa and macam mana okay ? that the first rule in my blog . weeee woooo~~ hikhik ,pagi tadi i ada dekat rumah Abang Irwan , my sister's boyfriend :) wee woo~~ pagi tadi around 11 plus me and afifi and even my sister went swimming at ze Kondo's pool , #FUNFUNFUNFUN

wow , best okay ? lama pulak dah tak swimming . so tadi masa mummy amek rasa macam tak nak je balik . rasa macam nak swim lagi . but eyes are just too heavy . they begging me to take a nap . but i'm to stubborn . haha , who cares pulak :p

hm , esok cheer comp :/ yeah , first mmg rancang nak pergi , suddenly tak jadi sebab baru ingat yang monday #EXAM fucking #OMG yeahh very omg ! buku sekolah tak seberapa nak di-selak cause lately i lebih selak buku novel rather than buku belajar .

takpe , esok ken push push push . study more study more . btw , esok fahmi pergi cheer comp . support his ex#AMY alaaa :( baru nak tengok :| i mean tengok amy buat cheer . not tengok fahmi -.- elehhh , hahaha okay stop cerita about cheer .

oh talking about #AMYANDFAHMI mehh sini #DE nak cerita . tadi , after balik dari #KOTDAMN okay well sampai rumah i baring baring lah santai sekejap kan ? suddenly entah macam mana , i teringat myspace , first #IMEANTHEFIRST time i add fahmi .

that time it was like 2 years back . yeah lebih kurang mcm tulah . masa tu dia guna DP using black t-shirt . at that time , he's using #DISCOPANDARAWK or something as myspace name . i found him kat satu myspace ni punya profile . #ICAN'TREMEMBERWHO

then after i add , we talk and he ask for my number #YEAHIREMEMBERTHATTIME . and masa tu DP dia pakai baju hijau with white background and that time his using #KAMBINGBIRIBIRI . #IINGATEVERYTHINGABOUTFAHMIFYI hahaha .

and then he text me . and yeah until now . ingat jugak ada masa tu kitorang buat apatah then amy tahu . haha kelakar jugak bila ingat balik . tapi #ALHAMDULILLAH now dah #2YEARS4MONTH kitorang kawan :) banyak lah memory gaduh gelak masuk air semua sama sama .

yeah kalau nak tahu , ramai ramai kawan lelaki yang pernah digelar #BOYFRIEND dia lah yang contact i sampai sekarang . rasa macam belum lagi lost contact kot ? Ya Allah , jangan lahh benda tu jadi . biar kitorang ni dah takda jodoh .

tapi jangan lah sampai lost contact :/ yeahh siapa nak macam tu kan ? but i think on one beautiful day on this year or maybe next year , it will happen some how . both of us tahu sebab apa kan ?  :) tapi takpa , even though its hard for me to accept it .

but tak kisah  . 2 years 4 months mann . full with memory . imagine if let say you leave Malaysia on 24th January , so it will be 2 years 10 month 20 days . why i pick 24 January ? cause #ITSMYBIRTHDAY :3 hekhek , baru ah #SHOOSHUWEET gitu~~

hopefully you leave after 4th March , cause on 4th March , we known each other for 3 years . bayang kan kalau couple lama macam tu ? tak payah ah nak jumpa jumpa parents :p hantar rombongan #CIKFAHMI je terus . orang kat sini dah setuju setuju dah :p

okay #JOKING anyway , dari cerita header dah masuk bab lain dah ni :p haha , nice to know you #BUDAKCAKE :) hahaha , i bet you girls out there will be grateful to have fahmi as your future :) yeah i bet :) he's kind , handsome tak payah cerita lah .

as his ex , i'm happy with him :D dia pandai jaga perempuan :) but sorry girls , his taken now . #NOTBYME hahaha itu kelakar . itu kelakar . so that's all for today guys :) story about my header , i'm swimming , tomorrow's cheer comp , and fahmi :) Assalamualaikum , enjoy . 

:)

hehehe , i baru je habis webcam dgn #FAHMI hihi . best . start boleh webcam pun sebab dia text . borak sekejap , then entah mcm mana boleh masuk pulak topik kahwin and i mummy dia daddy . hah , i pun , senyum tak nak kalah bila reply text :p hahaha

then dia ajak #YM . okay kita #YM , i suka #YM sebab i tahu dia mesti suruh invite punya :p hahahaha tu yang semangat betul nak webcam harini hahaha , dia demam , alolo cian bucuk i haha . then dia puji #DP lawa . #DP #YM kot . or maybe #DP #FACEBOOK sebab #DP #FACEBOOK dengan #DP #YM sama theme , #PAKAIBAJUKURUNGANDLEPASRAMBUT hahaha

i dah agak dah :p memang tu lah motif i letak #DP tu . sebab rambut je sebenarnya :p ahahaha , tapi tadi best lah . terasa macam couple couple haritu . macam orang baru baru bercinta . #MACAM-BARUBARU jelah :p hahah but #WHOCARES? hahah

serious suka , happy semua ada . hihi , bila kitorang gaduh je i mesti nak ada rasa #BENCI kat dia . tapi perasaan tu tak pernah nak timbul lama sebab dia pandai pulakk jaga perasaan i :) #KENAPALAHDULUIBUATHAL? mental problem betul i ni hahah ,

okay , what everr . #WHOCARES i mental problem or not kan ? yang penting kitorang dah kahwin and dah #BERMALAMPERTAMA dah pun :p dia ingat but i lupa :p haha okayyyyy #I'MJUSTJOKING haha , don't take it to serious :)

so itu je nak cerita pasal dia . my #UFFIEDUFFIEAZWANFAHMI ecehhh macam confirm je jadi hak milik #DATYNEYNA kann ? poyostos je :p okay good night readers . Assalamualaikum :)

Ze Chick ,

Datyn Eyna

Macam Ki*maks

haihh , apa ni -.- macam mana blog boleh hilang wei :( serious shit ! sedih okay :(  Ya Allah :( mentang mentang dah lama tak blogging :( jangan lah :( banyak kenangan dalam tu :( album '2 years' dah almost 30 post dah :( tak kan hilang mcm bodoh je :(

serious :( rasa macam nak je mencarut laju laju :| sampai hati enn ? asal do boleh jadi mcm ni kat i :( i want my old blog back . not because of its cool *even tho its really cool , for me tho* but but :( i cuma nak memory i dgn my ex tuu kekal :( like forever kekal .

even tho we're never stick with each other but atleast , let our memory be with me until like forever . gahh :( i miss you ex boyfriend . YOU okay :') not ezmir , not fish , NOT EVEN AYIE :( yeahh i miss you :(