okay i'll miss you

Before

After

I've cut my hair :( after mummy force me and yell at me to cut my hair . she said she soooo rimas with my hair , so long and so thick . susah nak jaga . kayy mummy kayy . u said it like more than 10 times kayy . so i cut it . cut it that short ya know ! gahhh -.- i begged my mummy to tell that amoi to cut it paras boobs je . but she tell that amoi tu cut paras bahu .

my gaaaaaaaaddddddd ! memang berair je mata masa tu kann :( then , masa that amoi cut it , in shouting like crazy kid tauu . tapi dalam hati je lahh . pandang je rambut yang jatuh tuu . terasa macam rambut tu menangis nangis ya know . sedih nyaa , plus tadi rasa macam nak cakap kat amoi tu yang i want my hair balik . even dah potong pun . but takut pulakk . that amoi is big so takut i hahaha

so now i need to love this short hair :| it's okay i try my best . and z a little bit sad cause i cut my hair hahaha , dia cakap 'lepas ni i nak tarik rambut siapa kalau lepak lepak ? i nak main main rambut siapa kalau i bosan :( ?' mahhh gaddd ! sosososososorry lah z . bukan i yang nakk . arahan big boshh so kena lah ikut if tak kena gantung kerja ecececece hahaha

ohh haa tadi i rasa mcm nak kutip half of my long hair back cause rambut tu kenangan i ngan Fahmi kan ? that's why lahh . the first time we had our webcam kan that time rambut panjang . first time couple for this year pun rambut panjang . dia suka lahh jugak rambut panjang i . menggoda katanya . but now dah takde dahh . semua tuu tinggal kenangan dahh :| sedih kann ?

but seriously , i really do love my hair :( love it more than everything i ever had :( i spend my money to rebond it even though my hair already straight . i ask titot to do braids at my hair . i meet my ex with that hair . i hang out with Zaki at KLCC with that hair . i accompanied Aizal date with his ex with that hair . my first time met Mimi with that hair .

yeahh i miss that hair :( hmm , i want this short hair cepat panjang mcm dulu :( i takes almost one year kayy . hm takpe , i'll wait . sabarr separuh daripada iman kan ? so i'll wait :3 anyways , i love you new hair . and good bye and sleep well old hair :( i will miss you and i will remember you until my last breath . 4th August is a sad day for me :( feeling like crying again now .